Why does it never end? They don’t tell you that you never actually get a break that if you risk caring and hoping for something good you’ll never get to stop, not even to sleep not even to catch your breath. I think that even if they’d told me, I’d still have tried and ended up on nights like this, where I just can’t imagine it getting better or easier.
Things to do instead of writing an essay:
Make a giant ball of yarn and then look up knitting patterns to use on it Knit Drink tea Watch American Idol Make Lists Try on clothing just for fun Spin in your desk chair Decide you don’t like your desk chair and online shop for a new one Ponder where to get funds for said chair Record yourself singing so you know what you sound like Make a to-do list Make plans with friends...
Hello Lists! →
I love lists of things to make me feel better, and this is one!
Friday morning, before I go totally insane, I plan to make a large batch of this portioned into small jars (yes, of course jars!) to keep in my fridge in case of a meltdown. Yes?
Today I flooded my desktop with lovely bursts of inspiration to get me through, not just the next week, but the next year of crazy. Everyone should really try it scout some love out and you won’t regret it.
Wonderful Daily Boost →
I just wanted to share this lovely blog I’ve happened upon, which is full of lovely images and words that inspire me to do as much as I can! You really should check it out.
see, in real life, he just wins… YAY JOEY!
I hate what Spring Awakening is doing. It’s not drama, just sadness, everyone’s sad. All the heartbreak, the doubt. I still want a role, but it’s just, I hope it’s worth is Miss Cimato. I hope it’s worth the sadness.
What’s a lab report?
I stopped talking to you because I stopped caring. Worst mistake ever, only, now I don’t know how to start again because you were always the one who started things, only you don’t anymore… because of me…
“Just because we don’t talk doesn’t mean I don’t think about you. I’m just trying to distance myself because I know I can’t have you” The fact that we never talk only really makes me think about you more. Can we be friends again?
Normal is good. Normal is okay.
So I deeply apologize for the flood of lovey-dovey stuff. This is really me being normal now. In the winter my apartment drops ten degrees when you walk down from the main level to the basement. My bedroom’s in the basement. My dad’s house is always freezing. I hate it and I can never seem to find a chunky enough sweater to pull over my normal sweater so… solution… ...
Happy New Year's!
Here are a few of my resolutions: 1. Drink more water 2. Don’t be afraid to speak up 3. Do things that make me happy!